JellalinWonderland

I lay back thinking over what Charlie had said last night. I had been too tipsy to take anything mentioned seriously. All those harsh words from the fans. My loyal fans. Oh God, what have I done? I roll over and cover my face. Phil. My poor Phil. Were they right? Had I been ignoring him? Treating him wrongly, allowing him to fade. Of course they were. I've become arrogant. A brat. An awful boyfriend. I can't go back to him. I've hurt him and I won't allow myself to do that again. I have to stay here with my parents. Or maybe find a new flat. Lead a new life. A life of guilt and loneliness. All because of what I did to Phi